Luck

One day it may seem I am the luckiest bastard of the Universe but I will know that luck had nothing to do with it. I have done so much and so long to get things moving my way that nobody, even knowing me, won't be able to understand that.

I could say that I am lucky being me but for a long time I wished I could be anybody else but me. I am lucky to have had a lot of amazing and also excruciating experiences. I didn't think I could be grateful for the excruciating part for a long time but it has deepened abiltiy to feel also joy.

A lot of work has gone into intuition. Learning to feel and trust my feelings. I am still learning but I am miles from where I started. I guess nothing beats experience when it comes to learning intuition. Following intuition requires courage, openness and taking responsibility. All feelings are 'right'. You just have to understand the message. I remain to what I have said earlier that intuition can't be 'taught' only learned.